standby

(album: the way we used to love. - 2019)

Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

Welcome inside of my head, I never get mental rest
I always wish I were dead
I will regret what I've said, paranoid till the end
Paranoia digging in, second-guessing all my sins
It's okay, I'm just a kid, all the feelings settle in
All the demons settle in

Mean mugging with a straight face
With a Instagram for my fanbase
But that's half of me and that's half fake
Only savage me is what you showcase
But I'm half beat, yeah, I feel great
And that rap me is in third place
I'm complex in my bookcase
And I'm artsy like pastel things

Life is but a simulation built to give a sense of stimulation to the patient
Blame God with no patience for the sake of mental masturbation
I'm exacerbated, I've been castrated
I've been so faded, we were created
We've been dictated to be calculated
We've been dictated by the dissipated

It's a joke, I'm not into life, I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side, I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight, I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side, I'm not living life
It's a joke, I'm not into life, I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side, I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight, I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side, I'm not living life

Please come like my pictures
My ego hung on the fixtures of posts from us smoking Swishers
My parents give me the strictures, oh, spit on your holy scriptures
Too old not to be a trickster, my family gives me these stitches
Stay tatted shit with some bitches

Say, do you like it? I love it
I'm warm inside like a oven
Maybe I'll join a coven for clout, maybe like a dozen
I'm pissing off the Republicans, burning flag right in front of them
Say shit don't think to care about
I think they need to toughen it up

It's a joke, I'm not into life, I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side, I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight, I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side, I'm not living life
It's a joke, I'm not into life, I'm not into life
I've been standing by, standing on the side, I'm not living life
I don't wanna fight, I've been standing by
I'm on standby, standing on the side, I'm not living life