This Nightmare Will Never End

(album: Red Silent Tides - 2010)

Sometimes I feel like I don't wanna face myself and run away... in silence
All the memories, sentences that I just didn't wanna say... oh yesterday

Walking in silence, I could face my fears and try not to forget
Where I belong where do I come from?

I was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all
Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

I have walked on the path of solitary victim... in silence
I spoke the tongue of the dumb and no one listened... no one listened to me

Walking in silence, I just didn't listen, I didn't want to know
Where I belonged what the hell I did to myself

I was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all
Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

Now I close my eyes, for all the shame I feel inside
I know I hate myself, for all the things I've said
And all the things I've done, and every time I think about it now
I would kill myself... but I just wanna face this

You come to reach the darkest level
And you don't know what it means
Then realize you live a nightmare when you thought it was a dream
You can say that you're so sorry
For all the mess that you have been through
But only when you'll free yourself you'll get to have the best for you

I was flying like a raven, bringing sadness to you all
Then my heart broke into pieces, that's when I started to fall

Now I close my eyes, for all the shame I feel inside
I know I hate myself, for all the things I've said
And all the things I've done, and every time I think about it now
I would kill myself... but I just wanna face this

This nightmare will never end... this nightmare will never end...
This nightmare will never end... this nightmare will never end...