CryingMyEyesOut

(album: Public Target - 2020)

Oh, are you Ginseng?
Bender, honey we love you
Neilaworld

I can't help but think what you lied about
Felt like I knew you, but there's so much I'm finding out
And if I ask you, I know that you won't make a sound
But I can't help from crying my eyes out
I can't help but think what you lied about
Felt like I knew you, but there's so much I'm finding out
And if I ask you, I know that you won't make a sound
But I can't help from crying my eyes out

Gave you a call, I was waiting for your answer
Feeling gone and in my mind, just like a cancer
You drive me crazy, I can never understand her
Always been different, yeah, I'm never up to standard
And you know what you want
I try, and I try, but I'm still feeling lost
Kill the pain, feel O.K, but it comes at a cost
Wish that I could explain, but my words come out broad
Wish you would help to notice
Stuck in your spell, hypnosis
Outbursts, you turn explosive
Don't understand devotion

I can't help but think what you lied about
Felt like I knew you, but there's so much I'm finding out
And if I ask you, I know that you won't make a sound
But I can't help from crying my eyes out
I can't help but think what you lied about
Felt like I knew you, but there's so much I'm finding out
And if I ask you, I know that you won't make a sound
But I can't help from crying my eyes out

I read your letter, and I know that's what you said
From all those times I hurt, I thought you want me dead
Got mixed emotions and they're running through my head
I'm just confused because you never fucking left
You're acting different, now my love for you, it fades away
Exchange a thought inside my mind to go our separate ways
I'm lost inside your spell, somehow you made me want to stay
I'll cut my wings for you, and watch our bodies break away