i shouldn't have drove

(album: almost beautiful - 2021)

Acid washed jeans
And a different lover
Was it meant for me?
Did it hurt another?
Pick at the scabs for a minute
Heaven could come any minute, yeah yeah
But will it come for me?

Wrestle with it tied tight, watch me throw up
I don't wanna solve, I wanna grow up
So hidden my life in the low light
I've had it with you, found out it's true
I don't wanna care if it's not for you
Had it with you, found out it's true
I don't wanna care if it's not for you, like

I shouldn't have drove, how am I getting home?
Especially not for you, God I should have known
Have you ever died, suffering alone?
I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known

Look
Blood upon my hands
I'll do my dance
Like the son of man
If I don't pay my rent
I'll be spent
I don't want that man
Something don't fit right
When it don't hit right
Down for the shit like woahhhhh
"Hold it down for the kids" right?
You don't give a shit right?
Could you run it up for me like

Driving with the windows down on the highway
Love me like a breeze on a mild day
Everyday so far is like the weekend
I think I'm about to dive in the deep end

I'm down on my knees
Praying to a god
That you don't make me want it
Want it

I'm down on my knees
Praying to a god
That you don't make me want it
Want it

I shouldn't have drove, how am I getting home?
Especially not for you, God I should have known
Have you ever died, suffering alone?
I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known

I shouldn't have drove, how am I getting home?
Especially not for you, God I should have known
Have you ever died, suffering alone?
I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known

I shouldn't have drove, how am I getting home? (I shouldn't have drove)
Especially not for you, God I should have known (I shouldn't have drove)
Have you ever died, suffering alone? (I shouldn't have drove)
I'm starting to think this life is all I've ever known (I shouldn't have drove)