could have been

It's been a long road since last November
I've got my demons and you've got your temper
I still remember, I still pretend her
Hands on my face will be there forever
I hope you pull through, I hope you're better
Please write me back if you get these letters
I hope you hope too, I hope you're calmer
Hope she unblocks me so I can call her

It's all just a bad dream, I hope
I don't think I can sleep alone
Tell me, do you love me?
Baby, what do I mean to you?
All the things we could be
I guess we'll never really see or know
What's so wrong with me
That it's so easy to leave?

Spent all my heart on you
Had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh
We weren't too smart, no
I had a problem with speaking
You never wanna believe me
Rightfully, so I was sneaking
Always convinced myself that I was leaving

Girl, I was dreaming
Would have believed I was dead if my heart wasn't beating
But damn, was it beating
I was too panicked to notice the bleeding
Afraid of my feelings
Hope you can see it
See it in hindsight
Look back in a good light
Remember the good nights
Drinking Coronas and watching the sunrise
Forget all the bad shit
Forget it like it never happened
We only got one life, it could have been real nice
It could have been highlights
It could have been fireflies
It could have been stars in the night sky
You could have been my wife, damn

I know you don't want it, babe
But I think about it every day
Yeah, I don't think you want it, babe
But I'm still right here

It's all just a bad dream, I hope
I don't think I can sleep alone
Tell me, do you love me?
Baby, what do I mean to you?
All the things we could be
I guess we'll never really see or know
What's so wrong with me
That it's so easy to leave?
Spent all my heart on you
Had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh
We weren't too smart, no
Spent all my heart on you
Had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh
We weren't too smart, no
Spent all my heart on you
Had a good start and eh
We got so far but uh
We weren't too smart, no
I had a problem with speaking
You never wanna believe me
Rightfully, so I was sneaking
Always convinced myself that I was leaving