Badly Educated

(album: HELLO I'M VULNERABLE - 2023)

Baby got me tripping, I'm sweating in the winter
Drowning in the deep end, oh, fuck, I'm not a swimmer
Nicotine, take some pills, I'm drowning in this liquor
Mommy is an angel, but pops, he raised a sinner
I spend too long thinking of you
Suicide on my mind, everything that you do
I get so high, blunts overdue
You cut me deep, now I'm blue over you

Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's making me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you

I don't fit in, I'm gone by the morning
I'm worthless and so unimportant
Get so high, I come with a warning
This feels like a night in the morning

SSRI for the pain
Feed me all your lies, love the taste
Get up out my face, 'cause I hate you
Rewind to the day that I met you
Fucked up, filled cup
Will you love me when the sun's up?
Cigarette breath, now I'm panicking
Stupid fucking bitch got me mad again

Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's making me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you

I don't fit in, I'm gone by the morning
I'm worthless and so unimportant
Get so high, I come with a warning
This feels like a night in the morning

Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's making me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you
Suicidal thoughts in the back of the Caddy
Not excited 'bout shit, nothin's making me happy
I don't wanna breathe, can't live without you
Lately, I don't give a fuck, not the same without you