Teach Me How To Lose

(album: Disgraceful - 2018)

If you want my soul than take it
You don't really gotta ask me
Yeah there's many things in my past
That I've blocked out my memory

I'm a I'm a loser but I don't wanna lose you
I got no life sitting in my bedroom
Can you can you call me got no one to talk to
I'm an outcast, really thought that you knew
Knock my lights out, knock my lights out
If I don't die soon, I don't die at all
The future scares me, wanna give up
It was promising, now it's bleak as hell

Mumbling
I've been talking to myself
Walking in
Circles all around my room
No one cares
That I've been sinking in my bed
Help me drown
I've been yelling at myself

Driving like a taxi
Blaming chemicals
Hanging with a bad crowd
Taught me how to lose
Wasted all those years
Almost wasted my whole youth
I want to go back
Time tightening its noose
If you don't wanna be here, I don't wanna be here too
We can go away together find somewhere new
Sorry that I'm such a mess, don't wanna burden you
I want to go back
Time tightening its noose

I'm a loser but I don't wanna lose you
I got no life sitting in my bedroom
Can you call me got no one to talk to
I'm an outcast, really thought that you knew
Knock my lights out, knock my lights out
If I don't die soon, I don't die at all
The future scares me, wanna give up
It was promising, now it's bleak as hell