Alone Forever Probably

(album: Y/N - 2021)

Still haven't had my first kiss
Starting to think that I never will
I've got too much mass, too much gravity
Too many holes in the heart inside of me
No one is willing to fill

No boy I've loved has loved me back
Or they have and not like that
I'm all great and I'm all good
And then they leave like I knew they would
Taking parts of me I can't get back

So if what if they say is true
And you can't love someone else till you love you
Then I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
Probably

Sometimes I think my timing's off
Or there's something wrong with me
Heart so big with walls so high
That I built up to hide behind
'Cause I'm so scared of truly being seen

So if what if they say is true
And you can't love someone else till you love you
Then I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
Probably

And I'd like to believe
That there is someone out there for me
And he is kind and strong
And he's been waiting for someone like me to come along

But what they say is true
You just can't love someone else till you love you
So I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
I'm gonna be alone forever
Probably