All Of These Things

(album: Fill In The Blank - 2023)

When all of these things
Go on
In my head
When all of these fears
Live on in my head

Well I'm dragging under and I hate it
I'm so jaded
Suffocating everyone I love
And she told me that I was wasted
The things I said
There's a long shot of getting her back
See I never really meant a single word
Then why'd it sound rehearsed
Reciting lines I keep repeating
She keeps seeing me at my worse

When all of these things
Go on
In my head
When all of these fears
Live on in my head
Well can I save myself
From who I could be
Or will I let go of
All of this pain
In my head

Heavy is the heart I carry
And it's holding me down
I found I'm sleeping less
And heavy drinking on the daily
It scares me
To think I'll wake up
And I'll be alone again
But for now I'll just pretend
I'll pour myself another drink maybe
Find a piece of me
Is this is how it ends?

When all of these things
Go on
In my head
When all of these fears
Live on in my head
Well can I save myself
From who I could be
Or will I let go of
All of this pain
In my head

When all of these things
Go on
In my head
When all of these fears
Live on in my head
Well I guess that I'll
Save myself
From who I could be
Or will I let go
Of all of this pain
In my head