Close To Me

(album: Not Without My Ghosts - 2023)

Don't come too close to me
Don't come too close to me

I don't want you too close to me
You know I'll just tear you down
Life made me a fortress of fear
And I don't want you around

You're so fucking close
I'm begging you
Stop playing with fire

I am so lost and lonely
Always destroying what I have
I am so lost and lonely
Drag those I love towards the edge

Don't come too close to me
Don't come too close to me

I always try to hide from it
I'm my own worst enemy
The darkness grows inside of me
Just stay away from me please

You're so fucking close
I'm begging you
Stop playing with fire

I am so lost and lonely
Always destroying what I have
I am so lost and lonely
Drag those I love towards the edge

I can't seem to exist like I'm really alive
So should I just end all of this?
Hide behind my mask where I'm already dead
And yet I can't just end it yet
I can't seem to exist like I'm really alive
So should I just end all of this?
I don't want to exist, but I have to survive
For the ones I'd leave behind
For the ones I'd leave behind
For the ones I'd leave behind

Don't come too close to me
Don't come too close to me
Don't come too close to me
Don't come too close to me

I am so lost and lonely
Always destroying what I have
I am so lost and lonely
Drag those I love towards the edge
I am so lost and lonely
Always destroying what I have
I am so lost and lonely
Drag those I love towards the edge