Alone

(album: Hypochondriac - 2018)

Boy did I screw up again
Talk about losing a friend
I never try more than I should
Now she's leaving and I wish I could

She's a real pretty girl that I know
A real pretty girl that I know

Thought that I'd scare her away
A mistake that I shouldn't have made
Wearing my blood on my sleeve
Smothering helps but it's harder to breathe

Thought that I was whole again
But baby I'm alone again
Never thought I'd see the end
But baby I'm alone
Drunk and cold and lost again
Baby I'm alone again
Never thought I'd lose the friend
Well, Kaylee I'm alone

I sat on your bed in your freezing apartment
My boxes were left on the floor where our shoes went
You tried to explain it was me that was missing
The point you had made, but I still wasn't listening
I'd noticed a gift you had bought me last year
So I walked to your desk, picked it up and I hear
It's not mine anymore, it had always been yours
Like the heart that you tore from my guts with your words
So you led me downstairs as we got to my car
Afraid and ashamed I forgot where I parked
So, I turned to your face and we had our last kiss
It wasn't the same, I can still taste the spit
As I looked in your eyes, can't believe what I heard
You had started to speak and these were the words
You said

Please, please, don't change the words to this
Please, please, don't change the words to this
Please, please, don't change the words to this
Please, please, don't change the words to this
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