Locked

(album: Run - 2022)

And I can't listen to all your meaningless aphorisms
I shut my mouth so I don't spit out what I think about
Yes, because we're all living in an illusionary realism
I'm so locked, I'm so locked

I am floating like a feather
I am just drifting away
This indifference is an ugly side of me
I am diving underwater
I am just flowing away

No, I won't sink down a place that drowns me
No, I won't swim through the waves of my own sea
I won't be choked by a storm of despair
I'm locked but I'm striving for more

And I can't listen to all your meaningless aphorisms
I shut my mouth so I don't spit out what I think about
Yes, because we're all living in an illusionary realism
I'm so locked, I'm so locked

And my blurred eyes don't seem to see anything good surrounding me
There is not a single voice that I can hear to prove me that it's better here
I am diving underwater
I am just flowing away

No, I won't sink down a place that drowns me
No, I won't swim through the waves of my own sea
I won't be choked by a storm of despair
I'm locked but I'm striving for more

Nothing seems to work anymore

I've grown a thicker skin
After all that I've been taking in
My crust is indestructible
I hope I don't turn to stone
Nothing seems to work anymore
I don't feel like flesh and bones

No, I won't sink down a place that drowns me
No, I won't swim through the waves of my own sea
I won't be choked by a storm of despair
I'm locked but I'm striving for more

And I can't listen to all your meaningless aphorisms
I shut my mouth so I don't spit out what I think about
Yes, because we're all living in an illusionary realism
I'm so locked, I'm so locked