Dead To Me

(album: Conflict Of Interest - 2021)

Wonder why she's not about
Maybe she remembers everything that I forgot about
Thought it was water under the bridge till she burned it
No point tryna cross it now
Came out of jail, called myself Freedom
Baby girl, there's no point tryna lock me down
ADHD, 35, still childlike
Mum said having me was having one child twice
Then she went and had twins
That's quadruple the trouble
If I'm being truthful above all
I can't sleep with just any gyal
I swerve the accusations 'cause nowadays accusing's a hustle
A room full of hoes is a room full of trouble
A room full of lust disguised as 'I love you'
When one plus one is disguised as a couple
I send a heart, you send a heart back
And when I gave my real heart, you halved that
That's a cardiac arrest right after the car crash
That's a Barbie at her best finessing your heart, fam
That's a narcoleptic mess when you sleep with your last man
Pillow talk
Told your new nigga
What your last nigga brought
Told your old nigga what your new nigga thought
This year you winning something at the Bitch Awards

Why you do me like that?
Anyone would think you never knew me like that
I thought you loved me, I'm stupid like that
Next time I see Cupid cock back, I'm shooting right back
That's bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me
Bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me

We was never friends, let alone soul mates
I never knew forever meant go away
I'm still waiting on a text back
If I hold my breath I'll be a dead man
You was in a hospital waiting on a head scan
I've heard nothing since then like I'm deaf, fam
In fact, come to think of it, this is a little selfish
But you know I would visit if I'm welcome
What's going on? You left me in a cold one
Put your clothes on and left me with no closure
And I'm a Libra, how you leave me in October?
Hold on, I can't believe that this is over
Obstacles or not
I gotta treat you like an opp
Just 'cause I'm not what you opted for
Even though I feel like I could offer more
I'm still not allowed in, I'm in the corridor
I thought we was bonding to live and let die
For your eyes only, you know me, I'm Rodger Moore
Nah, well I guess I'm in my feelings
'Cause now I gotta guess where you are
Gotta guess who you with
Gotta guess what you're doing
Gotta guess what you did
And if you move, I gotta guess where you live
Long time, no see, I wish you a long life, no beef
G

Why you do me like that?
Anyone would think you never knew me like that
I thought you loved me, I'm stupid like that
Next time I see Cupid cock back, I'm shooting right back
That's bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me
Bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me

Why you do me like that?
Anyone would think you never knew me like that
I thought you loved me, I'm stupid like that
Next time I see Cupid cock back, I'm shooting right back
That's bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me
Bang, bang, bang, love's dead to me
Bang, there's no love left in me