Chemicals (Deluxe Edition Bonus Track)

(album: (e)motion sickness - 2022)

I've gotten so good at lying
Hurt me without even trying
Can't stop these voices inside of me

I know I'm gonna regret it
I wish I could just forget it
Don't know what they all expect of me

I've been running in circles
Feel like I'm chasing myself
Is it heaven or hell?
I might look fine on the surface
But in my head I'm not well
Don't know if you could tell
Don't know if you could tell

You take away all my pain
Watch it fade
I close my eyes
Drift away
To the other side
All the mountains ahead
Crumble instead
As the chemicals run through my veins
You take away all my pain
Watch it fade
To the other side

It's obvious I cant control this
Secrets that I kept the closest
People are starting to notice things

Feel awful so I just get higher
These nights are constant reminders
That this still has a hold over me

I've been running in circles
Feel like I'm chasing myself
Is it heaven or hell?
I might look fine on the surface
But in my head I'm not well
Don't know if you could tell
Don't know if you could tell

You take away all my pain
Watch it fade
I close my eyes
Drift away
To the other side
All the mountains ahead
Crumble instead
As the chemicals run through my veins
You take away all my pain
Watch it fade
To the other side