Dysmorphia

(album: Damsel In Distress - 2021)

See me in the mirror
I don't know her, I don't like her face
Car door on the sidewalk
Makes my sides warp and I hate the shape
Imposter in my body
Wish I saw me in a nicer way
(Yeah, you're good as you are, but you could be better)

One day I feel like a model
Next day I feel like a troll
See all these pictures of models
Setting impossible goals
This image is misleading
Don't know which me's the real thing

Don't tell me to love myself more
I wish that it was that simple
Can't live without her approval
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it
Don't tell me to judge myself less
I wish that it was that painless
I live with her voice in my head
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it
(I hate it)

Misfit in the pictures
Looking different than I do to you
Best way to describe it
When you see red, all I see is blue
Circus, house of horrors
All the monsters that I met in school
(You're the weirdo in class and you're not even hot)

One day I feel like a model
Next day I feel like a troll
See all these pictures of models
Setting impossible goals
This image is misleading
Don't know which me's the real thing

Don't tell me to love myself more
I wish that it was that simple
Can't live without her approval
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it
Don't tell me to judge myself less
I wish that it was that painless
I live with her voice in my head
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it

(Yeah, you're good as you are) Ah-ah, ah-ah
(But you could be better) Ah-ah, ah-ah

Don't tell me to love myself more
I wish that it was that simple
Can't live without her approval
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it
Don't tell me to judge myself less
I wish that it was that painless
I live with her voice in my head
'Cause she's warps my reflection and makes me obsessive
I hate it, hate it

Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
Ah-ah, ah-ah
I hate it, hate it