LOST!!!!!!

(album: alchemist rats beg bashful (remixes) - 2021)

At the peak, about to lose control
I've been climbing mountains in my soul
Validation comes from things I own
I need reassurance, reoccurrence, so
I'ma read the terms and re-defer it alone
Feed my urges, all I can't condone
Either out to flow or out to grow
Most people never know
'Cause we all stupid and be on bullshit
Had loose excuses I blamed on gooses
Knowing birds'll tweet
My nice guy image drawn on the street
I'm on the edge, I need some sleep
Still, I can't win, I need to cheat
This belief is cheap, faith is pricey
My dispensary still round up nicely
Messed-up glasses still cloud up slightly
Band of misfits around me likely
Too much punk, maggot brain, too much funk
Lemme back you up, that's too much trunk
Lemme lose my mind, lose 'em up
Don't stay, she dash, I'm clueless, huh
Press down my gas on them troopers 'cause
If them lights gon' flash no matter how I pass
Then I'll choose to run

Uh, if it feel like you wrong when you winning
Would you rather be a saint or a sinner?
Would you ask for permission or forgiveness?
Uh, can we roll to the store in a minute?
Put the last light of hope in a ticket
I'ma have to hit you back when I get it

Seems like I can't stop making
Everything, everything
About myself
Time goes by
And nothing's changing

Bet I pull up with my medulla solely on the moolah
Engine fueled up, I had a jeweler bring me that azul, a blue flame
Used to get no love from copping new Hanes
XL hoodies, Lees held up with a shoestring
Fuck it all, I need new baggage and a mood change
Don't look for me, I'm meeting someone where the food strange
Clothes change, look who the Django to these new slaves
Let's see who fights the most expensive, it's on two chains
Watch me change lanes, what's the cost?
D on the initial in a expensive residential, getting lost
What's the cost?
D on the initial in a expensive residential, gettin lost