What If?

(album: Bittersweet 16 - 2023)

What if you never parked your car in that parking lot
Took out the keys from the ignition or just found a different parking spot
If my friends had never called to go to the shopping mall
And I never walked through those main doors where you were standing by the dollar store

Ask me my name with those eyes
What if I had just thought twice
What if I walked away would you still have my heart today
(One, two, three, four)

Do I think of you now and then?
Do I defend you to my friends?
Do I tell your mom and dad that things turned out for the best?
Do I look fondly through our texts?
Still have your picture on my desk?
Would I do it all again?
No, I hate you and I never want to see your face again

What if you never asked me out to go to the after party
Only to leave me in the living room where I didn't know nobody
What if you treated me with the kindness and the respect I deserve (what!?)
Maybe I'd have stayed with you
Four years with a sociopathic lying piece of shit

Do I think of you now and then?
Do I defend you to my friends?
Do I tell your mom and dad that things turned out for the best?
Do I look fondly through our texts?
Still have your picture on my desk?
Would I do it all again?
No, I hate you and I never want to see your face again
Do I think of you now and then?
Do I defend you to my friends?
Do I tell your mom and dad that things turned out for the best?
Do I look fondly through our texts?
Still have your picture on my desk?
Would I do it all again?
No, I hate you and I never want to see your face again

See your face again
And I deleted all our photos
And I love it cause it's like we never met
Like, you never parked your car in that parking lot