November

(album: Autumn Leaves - 2023)

I wish you all the best
I do hate I can't be there to see it
It's funny how a text
Can be a new beginning
Or a bitter end

I spent my whole life chasing picking daisies saying
"This too shall pass"
But I'm so tired of being patient
Always waiting for something that never lasts

I hope you think of me
When you watch The Office
Cause how could you not?
I pick through memories
But I still can't find where we went wrong

I spent my whole life chasing picking daisies saying
"This too shall pass"
But I'm so tired of a love expired
Cause the forever and ever you know it never lasts

I know how to love
Why can't that be enough?

In the back of my mind it's still November
And I can see us there together in the blue light
Whispering the sweet lies
Now I'm here, is the salt in my wounds
Just the salt from my tears
I let you see me cry?
How embarrassing is that?
You said that I deserve better
But why couldn't you have just been better? Honestly
I knew you'd be the one for me
You're the worst damn heartbreak I'd ever meet
Well game over
You got the bad ending