Casper

My friends all call me Casper, cause I ghost them all the time
My skin's like Alabaster, cause the sun don't ever shine on me
Wanna be, I wanna be lonely
Wanna be, I wanna be yeah
My friends all call me Casper
'Cause they know I'm dead inside

I've got a few screws loose
Out here making lemonade when everyone is sipping orange juice
I've never played my cards right
Yeah I laid them on the table (freeze)
Kept the aces up my sleeve
Tell you that you're wrong when you're really right
You could start a fire from this gaslight
Holding on to lovers like a parasite
Catch you in my headlights (oops)
It's a drive by

I don't know which way to go
So I don't go anywhere
I kinda like my messed up life
So why should I really care

My friends all call me Casper, cause I ghost them all the time
My skin's like Alabaster, cause the sun don't ever shine on me
Wanna be, I wanna be lonely
Wanna be, I wanna be yeah
My friends all call me Casper
'Cause they know I'm dead inside

Everywhere I look it's a disaster
Taking happy pills but there's no happy every after
Social situations keep me up now
2020 vision reminiscing, wishing for another lockdown
Say you're out of town, fake an alibi (alibi)
Shouldn't feel this good to be the bad guy (bad guy)
Always keep it Irish with the goodbyes
Flakey like I'm freeze dried (oops)
Maybe that's why

I don't know which way to go
So I don't go anywhere
I kinda like my messed up life
So why should I really care

My friends all call me Casper, cause I ghost them all the time
My skin's like Alabaster, cause the sun don't ever shine on me
Wanna be, I wanna be lonely
Wanna be, I wanna be yeah
My friends all call me Casper
Cause they know I'm dead inside

Yeah, why
Do I keep these empty feelings locked inside?
When I'd rather show you Jekyll then Hyde

My friends all call me Casper, cause I ghost them all the time
My skin's like Alabaster, cause the sun don't ever shine on me
Wanna be, I wanna be lonely
Wanna be, I wanna be yeah
My friends all call me Casper
Cause they know I'm
They know I'm dead inside
(Yeah, yeah, yeah)

My friends all call me Casper
Cause they know I'm dead
They know I'm dead inside