i'm so sick of this

(album: post death - 2017)

(Notmorgn)

What's wrong or what's right?
I'm 'bouta take a flight, like should I say goodbye?
Fuck that I'ma hold onto my pride
Momma raised a soldier so I can't afford to cry
Looking back I see the knife in my back now
Looking at life wishing I was in the background
Looking back I see the future in the past now
90 in the whip, like should I fucking crash now?

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

Chemicals running through my veins, I just wanna sleep
Feelings bleeding out my brain but right now I can't feel a thing
Woke up late, time to waste away
My favorite days are the rainy days
Let it soak in then I throw it all away
I try my best but this feeling always stays
You know, I try but you gotta gimme space
(Gotta give me space)
And I don't wanna hurt you if you get in my way

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space
With his headphones on
Call me when you need me baby
But I know I'm the last resort
You said that you love me
How the fuck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me baby
I said we are not that close

I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?
I'm so sick of this, I'm so sick of shit, nobody listening
Demons all around me, diamonds wet just like a christening
Wait, why you always high when you call me?
Why do you ask what's wrong when you saw me?

(I'm so sick)
(So sick, so sick)

Reach out just to waste my time
It's the young waste of space
With his headphones on
Call me when you need me baby
But I know I'm the last resort
You said that you love me
How the fuck could you just love a ghost?
You said that you love me baby
I said we are not that close