jealous traits

(album: not around here - 2018)

Breaking
Falling
Can't control it
Can't get away from it
Hope you stay but don't condone it
Cravings calling
I need some more of it
Pain I gotta numb it
On these substances
Need sustenance
I swear it's all gon' be worth it in the end
Yeah when I stare off I see the place I could be in
Come alive when I sing
Fight it with love
I'm just looking for a way
To fight off all of these demons

We can count the stars
Until we fall asleep
I can make it right
If you follow me
You wouldn't believe
The things I had to see
The one I had to be
I was stuck inside a dream

Jealous traits, yeah I'm tryna change
In a game that I don't wanna play
Jealous traits that I'm tryna change
Wish there was a way I could wish it all away

Jealous traits, yeah I'm tryna change
In a game that I don't wanna play
Jealous traits that I'm tryna change
Wish there was a way I could wish it all away

I wish I was just like them
They just like you
We all get high
I get high too
But you're my drug
I get by on you
Fucked up
I'm high on you

So stuck
Just glad I got to get out the house
It made me lonesome
Why would I trust you I don't trust myself
Okay I'm just looking for some sort of way
To get this weight off of my back
Watch me fade off in the black
When I make it then I'm out

Jealous traits, yeah I'm tryna change
In a game that I don't wanna play
Jealous traits that I'm tryna change
Wish there was a way I could wish it all away

Jealous traits, yeah I'm tryna change
In a game that I don't wanna play
Jealous traits that I'm tryna change
Wish there was a way I could wish it all away