won't let in

(album: joke's on you - 2021)

I get so lost in my thoughts
Wander the streets when it's dark
When it's 2am I can't sleep
I'm losing my sanity
I'm losing my clarity
I can't see
Life got a hold on my neck
When I'm thinking of you
I be thinking of death
I get up at best
When everything is spinning
Nothings ever making sense

Cause' I know that I want to belong somewhere
I let go I can't fall but I know it's there
I complain to stay sane it's all in my head
Not like I'm grown anyways I

Try to make it work out but I just don't get it
But I won't break let the bad in
The sad in me I won't let in
The sad in me I won't let in
Try to make it work out but I just don't get it
But I won't break let the bad in
The sad in me I won't let in
The sad in me I won't let in

I don't wanna say my final words tonight
Cause' I know I need to move on
I got so much left to do and it's just getting hard
But I feel like I'm driving from the back of my car

Cause' I know that I want to belong somewhere
I let go I can't fall but I know it's there
I complain to stay sane it's all in my head
Not like I'm grown anyways I

Try to make it work out but I just don't get it
But I won't break let the bad in
The sad in me I won't let in
The sad in me I won't let in
Try to make it work out but I just don't get it
But I won't break let the bad in
The sad in me I won't let in
The sad in me I won't let in