Solipsism

(album: New Age Filth - 2021)

Half asleep you check to see if I'm alive
Why would you come over just to start a fight?
I'm the type who loves to be alone
All you want's affection, yea, and all I want's to go

Euphoria
I try to keep the upper hand and
You're far along
It's not hard to keep the upper hand when
You say I still love you when I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go?
Euphoria

Patience is a virtue and I'm falling short
Every time we disagree I'm out the door

You should not empower me
I feed off the pain
Tantrum tactic obstacles
Keeps us both engaged all the same

Euphoria
I try to keep the upper hand and
You're far along
It's not hard to keep the upper hand when
You say I still love you when I choose
Knowing when to lose and let go?
Euphoria

I need to sculpt the way you feel
To keep the spark alive and well
Cause I might never be the one who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time it takes for our finessing
I might never be the one who sees the everlasting
I might never give the time it takes for our finessing