First I'm Sorry

(album: Fish Eyes - 2016)

You had me first
And traced my lips I'm sorry
You held me from the dirt
You had me first I'm sorry
You are not my shelf
To hold up my old self I'm sorry
You need something else
I am not myself I'm sorry

Mother knows I drown in my lies
Father knows I learned my lessons the second time
Ask me where I'll go I'll say I do not know
No I do not know
No I do not know

But you drowned in my waves
And I can tell that you are hurt
Please know I loved you first
Please know I loved you

But you are not my shelf
To hold up my old self I'm sorry
You need something else
I am not my self I'm sorry
(Oooh)

Mother knows I drown in my lies
Father knows I learned my lessons the second time
Ask me where I'll go I'll say I do not know
No I do not know
No I do not know