Numbed Down

(album: Music x Road - 2019)

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I'm in the fast lane, jakes in the rear and I can't help but panic
If I third strike, if I'm caught with this package
So I sit it in sports even though there's traffic
My life ain't all lavish, more time I'm tryna put down for a rainy day
Peel off a cannon and go let it off where the paigons stay
Paigons gotta stay paigons, we gotta do them up for their paigon ways
My young boy in jail for splashing, and he ain't of age
I really saw him grow, how am I gonna explain when I see aunty?
Yeah, he sat in court, looking at the judges eyes 'cause he's feeling all anxious
Thinking 'bout the times I was in the T active and the blue boys grabbed me
Could've been sat all now if they didn't catch me when they catch me
Young nigga trapped in the hood, tryna trap his way out, of course I'm trappy
Do it for Bradz, same way gotta do it for man, of course that's family
Never been scared to be alone, I was here to be alone, not enough of this brandy

Young nigga that's so numbed down
You ain't ever seen a young nigga that's so numbed down
You ain't ever seen a young nigga that's so numbed down
These niggas only fucking with a nigga 'cause they want clout
You weren't proud to know me then but now you tell me you're proud
Keep breeding negativity, then you create your own cloud
You know this is my destiny, there's one way this could go down
They told me they loved me, it was a lie that they was telling me
Incarcerated thinking if I die, would they remember me?
Now they see me, treating me like I am celebrity
Friendship really to celebrate my life over Hennesey

[Verse 2]
I'm in Dubai throwing cash in the air, I just done some damage
Spent like fifteen rackers, hit the traphouse, made it back rapid
How many years are man gonna spend getting high just chattin'?
You see me, I get high off life and I love high end fashion
Louis or Gucci patterned, it might be the Dolce & Gabbana jacket
I done spent my dough on expensive smoke, it deserves an expensive manbag
I done hit the T with no complaints, bits of both, man bag that
That's a bit of Austrian and Baghdad

For the fiends, now I gotta move like completely all numbed down
You ain't ever seen a young nigga that's so numbed down
You ain't ever seen a young nigga that's so numbed down
You ain't ever seen a young nigga that's so numbed down
These niggas only fucking with a nigga 'cause they want clout
You weren't proud to know me then but now you tell me you're proud
Keep breeding negativity, then you create your own cloud
You know this is my destiny, there's one way this could go down
They told me they loved me, it was a lie that they was telling me
Incarcerated thinking if I die, would they remember me?
Now they see me, treating me like I am celebrity
Friendship really to celebrate my life over Hennesey