Grave

(album: Unden!able - 2016)

It's just another day
In a mind of insane
Death is creeping in again,
Storms of hail and rain

Can't hold on another day
In the mind that's full of rage
Feels like I'm losing grip on the existence that is my...

Place...

My reality is slipping,
My hands on the gun and gripping
Depression blankets me entombs
And threatens my existence
So many times I've lost my mind,
Held on too much but not this time
My selfishness embracing so I let go of resistance!

Fuck you all, that try to talk,
Your sense to me, I don't belong,
Just leave me be,
This dead mans on the ledge
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me,
So fuck this life I'm sharpening
The blade that is conduit to my end

One foot in the gutter,
One foot in grave,
One foot for revenge,
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial,
One foot for lost faith,
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in the grave

The rope around my neck is gripping,
The stool under feet is slipping,
To purge me of the pressure
And the hell that's been my life
Too many times, I lost my sight,
I've chose this battle
But refuse to fight
Today's my day of reckoning
So let the fuse ignite

Fuck you all, that try to talk,
Your sense to me, I don't belong,
Just leave me be,
This dead mans on the ledge
Your sympathy don't mean shit to me,
So fuck this life I'm sharpening
The blade that is conduit to my end

One foot in the gutter,
One foot in grave,
One foot for revenge,
One for being betrayed
One foot for denial,
One foot for lost faith,
One foot in the gutter,
One foot in the grave

I took that final step,
At last without regret
This gift I wouldn't sell
My heaven is your hell
Everything is dark,
Everything is light
Angels fly in heaven
As demons fall tonight

This darkness I caress,
Blows warm air upon my neck,
As I embrace my death
No more panic, no distress

This life cannot be saved,
This life I lost today,
I had one foot in the gutter,
Now both are in the grave...