Sunflower

(album: The Reckoning - 2022)

It's so dark and cloudy in my room
Don't think I'll be feeling better soon
Baby I'm sunflower who can't bloom
'Cause it's so dark and cloudy in my room
In my room

Had the blinds drawn shut for a while now, it just feels right
And I don't wanna know what's waiting for me on the outside
In a box, six sides, these four walls coming in close
And the raindrops hitting my roof keep letting me know

That what's out there's like what's in here
I'll make myself disappear
Tell me I should face my fears
But

It's so dark and cloudy in my room
Don't think I'll be feeling better soon
Baby I'm sunflower who can't bloom
'Cause it's so dark and cloudy in my room
In my room

Same song in my headphones every night
Playing like a childhood lullaby
And my mama and my sister in here too
That seasonal affective will take everything from you

That what's out there's like what's in here
I'll make myself disappear
Tell me I should face my fears
But

It's so dark and cloudy in my room
Don't think I'll be feeling better soon
Baby I'm sunflower who can't bloom
'Cause it's so dark and cloudy in my room
In my room

But if what's out there's like what's in here
Can I make these storm clouds clear?
Leave me in my room forever
I'm slipping under the weather

'Cause it's so dark and cloudy in my room
Don't think I'll be feeling better soon
Baby I'm sunflower who can't bloom
'Cause it's so dark and cloudy in my room

It's so dark and cloudy in my room
Hoping I'll be feeling better soon
Baby I'm a sunflower who can't bloom
But I'ma make a run for it soon
Goodbye room