Who Am I Kidding?

(album: How Dare You. - 2019)

I found someone to need
I drowned in uncertain sea

Slamming doors, losing keys, there you are in front of me
Tried to leave, but you had me staying
'Cause you have ways, ways to be in between the misery
Of what I mean and I what I ain't saying

Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm always in a pickle when you call
Even when it's been too fucking long
Who am I kidding? No
I'm always on a flight, got all my friends
When you wanna meet up on a whim
Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm only fooling myself

I'll fit wherever I can
I'll keep doing it until I can't

Slamming doors, losing keys, there you are in front of me
Tried to leave, but you had me staying
'Cause you have ways, ways to be in between the misery
Of what I mean and I what I ain't saying

Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm always in a pickle when you call
Even when it's been too fucking long
Who am I kidding? No
I'm always on a flight, got all my friends
When you wanna meet up on a whim
Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm only fooling myself

"I'm so done with you"
Only fooling myself
"I'm getting over you"
Only fooling myself
Even your bad is good
So who am I kidding? No

Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm always in a pickle when you call
Even when it's been too fucking long
Who am I kidding? No
I'm always on a flight, got all my friends
When you wanna meet up on a whim
Who am I kidding? Oh
I'm only fooling myself

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