Spiral SZN

(album: trying not to think about it - 2021)

Mm
Oh-oh
Mm

Lover girl, loving everything but herself
Pedestals for everyone, but she's on a shelf
Emotion comatose
You know how that shit goes, yeah
Lover girl, loves to overthink it to death
Underwhelmed by everything that she's ever did
Full cups are half empty
That's how I see it

Ooh-ah, usually people compliment my positivity
But my sanity ain't always there for me
It's like that when you're your biggest enemy
Guess I'm having

Ice in my Sauvignon, I'm having one of those nights
Where I need it right now, you know that I can't chill (Oh)
Never could, probably never will
I, I could do something nice for myself, but I don't
I keep on starting fights with myself, all downhill
Postpone the healing, it's
Spiral season again, yeah

Here comes the rain and the drama (Oh no)
My pain sits next to the trauma
No room for nothing else
I know this season all too well (Yeah, yeah)

Usually people compliment my sensitivity
But my sanity ain't always there for me
It's like that when you're your biggest enemy (Ooh)
Guess I'm having

Ice in my Sauvignon, I'm having one of those nights
Where I need it right now, you know that I can't chill (Oh)
Never could, probably never will
I, I could do something nice for myself, but I don't
I keep on starting fights with myself, all downhill
(And it's all downhill)
Postpone the healing, it's
Spiral season again, yeah

Usually people compliment my positivity
But my sanity ain't always there for me
It's like that when you're your biggest enemy

Ice in my Sauvignon, I'm having one of those nights (Oh)
Where I need it right now, you know that I can't chill (Oh)
Never could, probably never will (Yeah, I might never will)
I, I could do something nice for myself, but I don't
I keep on starting fights with myself, and it's all downhill
(And it's all downhill)
Postpone the healing, it's (Oh)
Spiral season again, yeah

Oh
Oh yeah, it's
Spiral season again, yeah