Real

(album: Ballad Of A Loner - 2015)

[Josh A:]
I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time

I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time

Lately I've been feeling so stressed
Wonder what's next, is it real? Is it death?
Is it time that I've wasted? People been faking...
Gotta stay up, my nightmares always chasing
I just wanna relax
Working long nights make me kinda wanna relapse
Spending my days in the lab, always feeling so sad
So it's pen to the pad, make my feelings sound rad
Lone wolf
On my own like this
Hater talk shit, you can ride this dick
If I lose another friend think I might flip a brick
Think I might lose my shit, think I might write a diss

She asked me if I feel ok
How I feel if I need space
I told this girl that I'm ok
I'm ok cause...

I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time

I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time

[Jay Lite:]
Honestly, I could be real if I wanted
But people would only bump me if I fronted
Gotta keep it one hundred, but stretch some white lies
Cause people will only jump me otherwise
All alone in the dark, you can watch me start to develop on the reel
On the big screen and I love how it feel
My rhymes sound slicker than a fuckin oil spill
I enjoy the surreal
That's why my lines destroy the appeal
Trappers can say gibberish and somehow they get a deal
I guess it's best I say less and find a way to conceal
My own thoughts cause my life seems ideal

[Josh A:]
They ask me if I feel ok
How I feel if I need space
I told them all go fuck they face
Fuck they face cause...

I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time

I could be real if I wanted
But you won't care if I'm just being honest
I'm not a loser just out of my mind
I'm not a loner just don't have the time