Additional Memory

Falling down
Rolling the credits as I hit the ground beneath
Twisted 'round
Spinning a lantern with a future changing without me
We met the end
Closing the curtain on a daydream fading to nothing
All I could do
Was watch and blur through... empty holes out of view

Again those years run on by
It sings in the sky, fighting the sun setting tonight
"Let's go home, so we don't
Lose our way, choosing the wrong road"
Way too scared to grab and hold in my hand
Instead I chose to hold it back

Let me hug him, let me pray
My lantern spins away
Calm in the night but blaze in red or flames
Writing a love I couldn't say
See it pass me by, decay inside
Rot out the truth alive
And denying all you see, they write this story

"See you again" and all the same
I really didn't want to say
All of the tears I couldn't dry
All of my words, were lies were lies
Remaining friends, just you and me
I really didn't want to be
Although you're never to hear my thoughts
"Sorry and hey...I loved you a lot"

If I was wrong and so naive
Don't lemme know, don't let me see
Billowing tears won't fade away
Soaking the sky in all the pain
Although I can't return again
Although I can't go home, the end
I'm hurting every day I found
When everything turned upside down

Aah, Still I fall, I see it all
My lantern fades and small
Words in the evening glow regretting alone
Dying my heart so very slow
Don't forget them now, hold on somehow
With no one left around
And denying joy, repeat and write this story

Remaining friends, I couldn't bare
I didn't want to leave it there
Billowing tears that never reach
Soaking the sky I couldn't breach
If this is wrong and so naive
Let me be wrong and so naive
All this time, I only thought:
"Sorry. And hey...I loved you a lot"