OCD & Paranoia

(album: Maybe This Year - 2022)

OCD and paranoia
I'm unhappy very much
I feel like I might end it all, I know that's scary cause
Lately wanna quit, always feel like shit
End myself, life's a bitch
I can't help but take offense, yeah
Taking shots, chasing feelings we won't reach, yeah
If I fall who the hell is gonna leave, yeah
Lately only feel defeat
I been breaking records but really, what does it mean?
My mental health is trash
Every song is trash
I stay in the future while my mind stays in the past
Tell me, what do I really have left?
So depressed, are you surprised that I'm back here again?
Used to look what you started, now I'm spiraling down
Looking for myself, I just need a bottle to drown
Used to keep my shit locked in, all to myself
I can't do this anymore, fuck it, I need some help, yeah

Way too low, yeah
Way, way too low, yeah
Way too low
Way, way too low