To Forget You I Get High

(album: Midwest Pop Star - 2023)

Yeah, you hate me and love me
We at war, it's ugly
Won't take me, won't take me alive
All you ever want to do is fight
Yeah, fuck that but that's life
To forget you I get high
You hate me and love me
We at war, it's ugly
Won't take me, won't take me alive
All you ever want to do is fight
Yeah, fuck that but that's life
To forget you I get

Far from perfect, this ain't working
Said some things you know ain't me
But I know that shit left you hurting
Damn, tryna keep you off my mind, so let's just play pretend
I get high, forget the vices, live inside my mind, exist alone
It's just me and my demons, hotbox the whip for no reason
I'm far from home on the deep end, aye
Yeah, look around, I don't see them
I guess it's finally over
One less breath then I'm leaving, aye

You hate me and love me
We at war, it's ugly
Won't take me, won't take me alive
All you ever want to do is fight
Yeah, fuck that but that's life
To forget you I get high
You hate me and love me
We at war, it's ugly
Won't take me, won't take me alive
All you ever want to do is fight
Yeah, fuck that but that's life
To forget you I get high

Said she like the way I live
Like I'm dying, what she said
I look back and said I am
Put my notepad to my head
Said that now I can't be dead
Got the bottle out the crib, holy shit
Rolling stone
Aye, fast life, might call you back
Chest on ten, that face on ten
Like nine on ass
All it takes is one come through there
Hot pursuit and once I get that shit I deuce, yeah
Once I get that shit I deuce
Aye, aye
No help, nah, nah, nah, nah
When I put myself in this spot, nah, nah
It's all my fucking fault, nah, nah, nah, nah
I'm on my lonely, nah, nah
I'm on my lonely, nah, nah

You hate me and love me
We at war, it's ugly
Won't take me, won't take me alive
All you ever want to do is fight
Yeah, fuck that but that's life
To forget you I get