With Care

(album: Sunset Crest Dr. - 2021)

I have decided, give into the violence
I'm doing this shit til I'm pushing up daisies, roses and violets
I'm out the asylum but tell 'em I'm whyling
Isolated in my garden
I was gifted with the knowledge
I ain't do it for the dollars
Lord knows that I really be making deposits
Outta the box, I don't fit the composites
Calculated with the way that I move
Motivated, correlate with the groove
I'm a lost man but I'm breaking the room
I'm the Lochness living in the lagoon
Nigga tapped in, let my lyrics consume
I'm a mad man that's got nothing to lose
But something to prove but just to myself
Not no one else, I don't need help
I don't need titles, the fame or the wealth
And the way that I'm spitting it be by the mettle
It's a matter of time [?] in itself
I can see what I want and I know what I felt when I was at the bottom, feeling like I'm failed
Up in the air, off of the rails
I need a moment so I can exhale, eh
It feel good
I feel like I'm back
But how the fuck is you back when you never left

Only wanna know the plan now
Looking like the whole shit panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'ma stand out
Bitch I had to get it on my own, they was never giving handouts
I remember when they used to laugh at me
100k, I made 'em look back at me
Bitch it's looking like it panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'm a motherfucking stand out

Told 'em I would never change
I wanna work and I wanna maintain
This shit is sounding spectacular to me
My technical talent is making a movie
The regular vision is better than ever
Bitch I am the king, call me Nebuchadnezzar
I'm killing them slow and they call me [?]
It's back to the drawing board with [?]
[?] steady improving
I do not fuck with illusions
No I don't think it's amusing
I got a purpose so all of the reason I do this
Niggas are clueless, subject [?] you running and shoeless
Said that you moving so my nigga prove it
What is you doing?
How is you winning, I see that you losing
Foot on the gas, nigga I'm zooming
How is you last, nigga you cruising
I am a self motivated, over preparation, yes I'm planning every step yes
Living, hibernating, running out of patience, I'm competing with myself yes
Back straining when I battle my demons, having tenacity helps, bless
That's it and that's all
No I ain't out here competing with none of these niggas
It's still fuck 'em all

Only wanna know the plan now
Looking like the whole shit panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'ma stand out
Bitch I had to get it on my own, they was never giving handouts
I remember when they used to laugh at me
100k, I made 'em look back at me
Bitch it's looking like it panned out
Stephon Marbury, I'm a motherfucking stand out