Made It This Far

The more I get to know myself
The less I understand myself
I don't know how to let go
Of this all weight I put on me
Of who I am or where I'll be
Once I learn to let go

Always set my sights on
Diamonds in the future
Remember when you wanted what you got right now

When I close my eyes
And I'm all alone with my mind
I get scared I'm unprepared
And will be for the rest of my life
But I've made it this far
Yeah I made it this far
Half way to falling apart
But I've made it this far
I've made it this far

All my mom wanted was
A house of kids, then we grew up
Now she don't know where she fits
So if I have the same fears
Waiting there in 30 years
Why I don't I just live like

I've already made it
I'm not what I'm chasing
Like I don't need nothing more than what I got right now

When I close my eyes
And I'm all alone with my mind
I get scared I'm unprepared
And will be for the rest of my life
But I've made it this far
Yeah I made it this far
Half way to falling apart
But I've made it this far

Don't trade the best for something better
Please don't forget no one's here forever
We're not here forever

When I close my eyes
And I'm all alone with my mind
I get scared I'm unprepared
And will be for the rest of my life
But I've made it this far
Yeah I made it this far
Half way to falling apart
But I've made it this far