I Was Too Scared

(album: Borders - 2010)

I wait around and bide the time
Where hesitation numbs the mind
I will be
When there's a million things to say
They rarely will come out in ways
I want them to
It's not supposed to be like this
Where no one talks or seems to care
I want out of
This script full of conformity
Need nothing more than honesty
But I guess
I was too scared to say, the scenery has got to change
Aching, then fail to leave all this behind
I'll stay inside, and close down the blinds
The only growth is staying small
While boundaries rise our ethics fall
Is it too late?
To raise the glass in harmony
It slips away quite gradually out of our hands
It's not supposed to be like this
Where no one talks or seems to care
I want out of
This script full of conformity
Need nothing more than honesty
But I guess
I was too scared to say, the scenery has got to change
Aching, then fail to leave all this behind
I'll stay inside, and close down the blinds
I was too scared to say, the scenery has got to change
Aching, then fail to leave all this behind
Always inside
I was too scared to say, the scenery has got to change
I was too scared to say, this feeling has got to change
Why am I scared to leave all this behind?
Always inside