Life's A Race

(album: Next Step - 2015)

[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race

[Verse 1:]
They asked me why I took the heavenly step
And tried to quit what I was on ain't got no serotonin left
Almost impossible to have fun
Shit what if I collapse on
Stage next birthday I just hope that I have one
Getting blazed from a age I barely had pubes
If I leave this world just know that I fucking had too
I'm in a bad mood what 'ave I done
The doctors tell me they can fix me tell me what have I won
Okay with rap I topped that
But then I thought I dropped back
Cause I realized at the top is it really hot lad
I just wish I could change up some certain shit
And open up my brain like a brain surgeon is
Looking in like what have you done
Ain't know happiness left it's just a bottomless rut
I've had enough of this game and the fame it's ridiculous
Can't go anywhere without someone wanting picture's shit

[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race

[Verse 2:]
Sometimes you see me smile but I'm hiding my tears
You can call it bipolar but I'm writing my fears
I can say I'm fearless I'm fearless of a human
But I ain't fearless of this feeling I'm consuming
Wish this would stop yeah Scott's got a weak side
Pop another pill go to sleep and hope I did die
What the fuck I thinking man I needa get away
Doctor's blame the Xanax, codeine and the marryjane
Hopefully by the time that this shit drops
I'm clean and they don't find me in a snip knot
On the fucking program wish I took it slow man
I dove into rap and took over what you know man
About being poor as shit
And your missus goes to work you try ignore the shit
And suddenly your rich
Your buying houses by the water
Still you depressed I want a answer from the lord brah

[Chorus:]
Is it worth the money shoulda stopped me at the start
Ain't shit funny when you watched me fall apart
If I could turn the time and rewind to a nicer place
I wouldn't no way cause I learnt that times a race

3rd verse
Standing on the cliff edge
Bout to jump dickhead
I'm in a dark place do you wanna see this shit end
Oh poor me why I whingeing on tracks
Cause I'm addicted to tabs and I'm admitting it lad
I ain't got shit to hide
And don't you sympathize
I'm in the middle of the ocean wanna sink and die
Will this feeling fly
And will I be alright
Or am I better off ending everything I tried why

[Outro:]
Is this worth the money
If I could turn back time but then time gets away