Reckless, Abandoned

(album: Captain - 2018)

Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah
Some nights that I leave
All night texting
Some nights I go
But to prove

Yeah (Yeah), another night at a bar (At a bar)
And I kinda get the feeling I've been going too hard (Going too hard), yeah, yeah
But baby girl, she a star (She a star)
She gon' fuck me if I'm lucky, put it all on my card, yeah, yeah Nights like this, I know I'm more lost
Than I'd like to admit to myself (-Self)
But I'm young, I'm dumb, I don't give
As many fucks as I should about my own health (Health)
Pour it up, yeah, that's not enough, yeah
I need more, praying to the Lord I make it to four, yeah (Yeah)
I ain't on the popping pills shit, but I've been dealing with some real shit
Fuck all the Dr. Phil shit, I don't really want to feel shit (Shit)
Got that medic on the line (Line)
He gon' come through with the pint
Made the call just for you, said you horny when you high
Treat my money like emotions, I spend it all on the potion
And my relationships are open, I know it's just a way of coping, I'm tryna' to find a way to focus (Yeah)

You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But fuck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise

I [?] me a coke (Coke), ignore the fact that you smoke (Smoke)
Cigarettes are [?] for your throat
Quick to let go of my morals but shorty's sexy dress is floral
She be kissing other girls
Said she wanna' try the plural
So I've been tryna make' referrals
Like, "What about your drunk best friend? ", like, "What about my ex-girlfriend?"
Wait, she don't even call a nigga
I chose you over all my niggas
I don't wanna' drink beer no more, I want harder liquor
IG story all the pictures, so at least it look lit (Looks lit)
Though, legit, we dissolve our livers (Damn)
And get drunk, start calling women
Feels pretty shitty though, shorty real pretty though (Pretty though)
Millennial tryna' make a video (Aye)
Don't got a palace, bang it out, all out on a mattress

Real player partner
You striping straight to the flow (Flow)
This that bumpy flow, get fucked up
We in a judgment-free zone (Zone)
Just let go
I swear, the club is a self-prescribed clinic
Broke niggas payed a hundred
At the entrance just to stand near model bitches
That they won't talk to (Talk to)
Insecurity's a bitch
Or you went law school (Law school)
I'll pretend I give a shit
Some days feel awful (Awful)
We just sticking to the script
Getting hella' bent, barely paying rent
Just give it a week, we'll be back again

You sniff, I don't, I drink, you smoke, baby (Baby!)
We will, we gone, I think we both crazy (Crazy!)
But fuck it, it don't matter for tonight
I just want to see myself inside your eyes, underneath all the disguise

Some nights I leave
Some nights I leave
All night texting
Some nights, I ohh
But to who?
There's nothing as lonely as
Being drunk at 3: 00 AM
In a cab
Homies are texting like
"Where are you at?"
The radio playing
The songs you just danced to
So I figured I'd call you
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
You know, you know, you know
Yeah