Aliens

(album: A Desperate Attempt To Love Everything - 2023)

I wonder if they know I'm even here
I wonder if they know I'm even here
I wonder if they know I'm even here
I wonder if they know I'm even here
Ouuu ouuu ouuu

If there's life outside of earth
And we were just, we were just stranded
Disconnected
How would they get the message
We crash landed
Oh, oh, oh, oh aw fuck
I'm too dramatic
Don't know, oh, oh
Life sucks hit autopilot
So close I hold my nose
The smell of matches
Everything's burning

I wonder if they know I'm even here
I wonder if they even fucking care
I don't want to admit when I'm scared
Your God had no answers for my prayers

Yadda yadda no one fucking cares
I've been stressing pulling out these hairs
Tryna get head from a bitch
All I get is fucking air
I swear, I swear too much
But what's too much
Who gives a fuck
I wonder if they even fucking care
Don't fucking beam me up Scotty
Imma stay right here
Like Hemmingway with the shotty
Fooled the metal detector
I brought pity into the party
I just made a new song
Tired of thinking they fucking suck
I done put my all in it
Bank teller said not enough
They sell you the regular
And then tell you, you need deluxe
I'm like what?
I wonder if nobody even cares

Do they even care
On solid ice I fall into despair
Swing low we've all gotta go through things
But I, I don't know what's fair

I wonder if nobody even cares
I wonder if nobody even cares
I wonder

My brother's schizophrenic
Not taking his medication
The hardest part is knowing
That I nothing I do can save him
The first of my immediate siblings
To got to college
I wish we could go back to
The day of his graduation
Eating calamari it was all cool
I swear it feel like a hell
To hear him yell in his room
It's like I'm speaking to a shell
Of someone I once knew
He's probably thinking to himself like shit
I wonder if they know I'm even here

There's life outside of earth
If there's life outside of earth
I wonder if they know I'm even here
Yeah, I wonder if they know I'm even here
I wonder if they know I'm even here...
Ouuu ouuu ouuu

I wonder if they even fucking care
I don't want to end in self repair
I wonder if they even know we're here
Yadda yadda no one fucking cares