CIGARETTES

(album: GOALIE - 2022)

Great, so much for me going out
I'll probably just stay in
Make plans second guess myself
Yeah I'm not okay

I'm over getting happy just to throw it away
I know I seem fine you don't know that it's fake
While everybody's winning I don't know what I'm chasing

I'm not cool, not like him
Not like you, not like them
I can't keep up with all your friends
All I do is second guess
I know it seems stupid
But I've been losing it
All this smoke in my head
But I don't
No I don't smoke cigarettes

Been quitting while I'm ahead
Too much on my mind
I wish that I saw the best
Instead of comparing myself to

Strangers who got everything all figured out
No clue what anybody's talking about
While everybody's winning I don't know what I'm chasing

I'm not cool, not like him
Not like you, not like them
I can't keep up with all your friends
All I do is second guess
I know it seems stupid
But I've been losing it
All this smoke in my head
But I don't
No I don't smoke cigarettes

I'm not cool, not like him
Not like you, not like them
I can't keep up with all your friends
All I do is second guess
I know it seems stupid
But I've been losing it
All this smoke in my head
But I don't
No I don't smoke cigarettes