Corrupted

(album: Heart Break Kodak - 2018)

Yes, Yes I'm your blessing ma
Mama I know
Sometimes I act crazy but I'm still your baby
The projects made me like this you can't blame me

Mama I'm still your baby but the streets corrupt me
I'm sorry I fell in love with guns, I fell in love with thugging
I'm clutching, I keep that Colt .45 everyday like Tony Dungy
I shoulda just listened to what you said but I don't really like instructions
I don't be wanting to hear nothing
Cause I was looking up to my cousin
They was in and out of jail, that was all I seen
So I knew what I wanted to be as a younging
Mama said she hate my stubbornness
Why I gotta be so grumpy
When it comes to anger don't rush it
You gon' end up in a dungeon
I hate my attitude but I love him
Cause I don't really be with that fuck shit
Mama I'm fried, I be just tryna vibe
I ain't really trying to get impulsive
Sitting back sipping on Hennessey
Niggas tryna drain out my energy
Ain't no bad vibe in these premises
I can feel the vibe you envy me
Tryna stay level-headed keep my head straight
But the devil he don't want to see me go the better way
Deep in my heart looking for the love I had
My heart was gold but these dirty streets turned it black
I was a good lil' nigga life turned me bad
Can't show sympathy, I might get whacked
On probation but I know I got to stay strapped
Went on a lick geek, I forgot my face mask
Went on a lick geek, turn up on a nigga ass
When they let me out VA, I had 30 stash
Popping fraud cause this rap shit wasn't bringing cash
Always taking care of my mama cause she all I had
You would think a boy roller blading
How I skated so much around my vacations
I coulda got draft to the Patriots
NFL, run up on me get deflated
Drop some but I caught a lot of cases
On route, going up top on a safety
I pray to Yahweh could you save me?
Lately, I been going back crazy
Maybe if you be my lady
I might stop all this raging
Baby can you be my lady
I just been sitting here thinking
Wonder if you could be my lady
I be going through some phases
I don't want to know new faces
Everybody 'round me changing
I was just talking about this to my partna them
I just gave a pussy ass hoe a compliment
Thought she was a thousand, I just start to like the bit
Nine dollar bill that ain't real she counterfeit

My nigga I was so close of wifing it
I ain't brought it in, she's trifling
All along she was just a body bitch
She a slimey bit, she a grimey bitch
She conniving, she a sloppy bitch
Don't go out like that, she a nat
Fall back Black she a nat
Don't go out like that she a nat