Last Night

(album: Cashmere Tears - 2019)

I match my lighter with my nicorette
Then I match my coffee with my cigarette
Know my end is coming, don't how to quit
Know my people dying, don't how to live
Woke up in the morning on the left side
Wake up to my maker, hope I'm dressed right
They gon' read about me in the headlines
I just hope they get me on my best side

Know my end is coming, don't how to quit
Know my people dying, don't how to live
They said it get easy but I know they lying
Lately I've been tryna fight it

I need me a one way ticket out of here
I just need a reason and I'm over there
I just need a minute, think I'm overwhelmed
They said they about it but I know they scared
I ain't mad about it, nigga me too
I could tell never tell you what you been through
Don't fall for the kitty, nigga be cool
Before they read about you in a me too

Know my end is coming, don't how to quit
Know my people dying, don't how to live
Woke up in the morning on the west side
Know she ain't my shortie but the sex right
She might roll me something when I'm stressed out
Say that she don't love me 'cause I'm next out
I might hear the same thing in the next town
Know they lying
Lately I've been tryna fight it
Tryna hold on and survive it
I need guidance, I need God
I need guidance, I need guidance

I spoke to God last night
She said don't worry son, I'm proud of you
(I spoke to God last night)
What was meant to be was meant to be
What was meant for you was meant for you
I spoke to God last night
(I spoke to God last night)

Still I match my lighter with my nicorette
Then I match my coffee with my cigarette
I know my end is coming, don't know how to quit
Know my people dying, don't know

I spoke to God last night

I spoke to God last night
She said, "Harry said he's proud of you
Please don't focus on what could have been
But just do what you was meant to do"

I spoke to God last night
She said the right thing might not always come out the right way
The right time might not always fall on the right day and that's fine
That's life, that's lifelike
Getting paid and paying bills
Like speaking your truth when it don't feel right
Like losing to win it
We all die right?
When do we finish?
Where do we go?
How is you feeling?
How is you