What It Is

(album: MindOverMatter - 2022)

I got good intentions held my head up high through all my setbacks
Push my limits ain't no sleeping in my city I got jetlag
I'll be lying if I said that I don't think bout if I relapsed
I don't want that petty love only want loyalty and romance
I was sad behind the scenes make shit look easy using no hands
I ain't looking at em different took advantage of my kindness
I see where his head was at I know he wish he never tried it
I could bet he hate my guts I'm quick to find the silver lining
I ain't even 25 but I could tell you bout your life
I won't never face the ground bitch I'm the type put up a fight
That's my brother if you touch him then it's up we think alike
What comes around gon' double back they made me do it out of spite
Wasting time counting them favors I only do shit out of love
Gon' face that pain alone it made me see what I'm 'sposed to become
I ain't ever had a home you know Chicago where I'm from
So if you fuck with one of mine I'm taking all that shit in blood
I lost a lot it made me numb I'm thinking maybe I'm just used to it
The problem ain't the drugs it's just the way that he was using it
Ain't gassing him for none he crashing out don't be assuming shit
I'm riding wrong or right with him and that's just what it is

How you coming
I showed em love
Watch them threats you throwing yeah I wish he would
He won't do none
Gon' try your luck
Risking your life for what but who am I to judge

I got some new money my circle stay the same
The real relate
Don't see from my perspective
It ain't hard for me to concentrate
Misunderstood in these relationships
I'm sticking to the pape
Every play I made I went and matched it
With some Chardonnay
I don't question love they got for me felt that shit in my soul
Give my heart away if you loyal to me it's wrapped in gold
Ain't expect all of these blessings thanks to me I never folded
Way I feel about it happens just the way that it's supposed to
They don't fuck with me
It's cuz they can't that bitch be tweaking
Singing melodies
Ain't holding back gimme a reason
Got good memory
Lying on me you misleading
One of mine and six of his
That's fair to me I guess we even

How you coming
I showed em love
Watch them threats you throwing yeah I wish he would
He won't do none
Gon' try your luck
Risking your life for what but who am I to judge