I Lose Hope

(album: Pitfalls - 2019)

At my peak
I turn weak
I end up losing hope

In my grief
A relief
I end up losing hope

No hope
Irreparable

At the dawn where I began
With the cold and a simple plan
Started walking towards this day

Seeking refuge for my soul
In this empire I control
Full of confidence
I've made my way

On my path the desire die
Getting bent and set aside
Buy the bitter fire to survive

Looking back on my everything
Thinking of what could have been
I carried onward feeling alive

Made it to where I am today
This is where I wanna stay
Still I feel like. I feel like...
I fade away...

Feeling like it's all false hope
Hallowed sins

In my mind
What I find
As I search
Every coat
I lose hope

On my own
I atone
For the plan
I once wrote
I lose hope

In my mind
What I find
As I search
Every coat
I lose hope

On my own
I atone
For the plan
I once wrote
I lose hope

No longer minding the state I'm in
Losing hope when I'm about to win
Taking cover to hide from pain
Getting lost with my disguise
Unable to open my eyes

Surrendering away
Flying away
Turn around or
Stay...

In my mind
What I find
As I search
Every coat
I lose hope

On my own
I atone
For the plan
I once wrote
I lose hope

In my mind
What I find
As I search
Every coat
I lose hope

On my own
I atone
For the plan
I once wrote
I lose hope

At my peak
I turn weak
I end up losing hope