Frostbite

(album: Winter Heartbreak II - 2021)

I remember laying with you 'til the sun would set
Never did I think that I could make you so upset
Never did I think that we can make so many memories together
I'd become someone that you would go forget
There's frame pictures on my wall of us, all of us
Why'd you give me all your trust, if we were just a ball of lust
You left me, I'm fucking clueless on how all adjust
Erase my DNA, and watch me just dissolve to dust
I give up, I give up, I won't try my luck
Used to love our down time together, now our time is up
Let me be nice and blunt (Nice and blunt)
There's not a fucking drop left
Nothing but emptiness inside my cup
How did this knife end up in my hand?
And why am I holding a blade?
And why is it cold in the shade?
Well, I die a soldier and slave
I am so lonely today, I'm lying alone in the cave
I am alive, but I'm dying to go to my grave
I am trying to flow on a wave, sinking mentally
Thinking maybe I will accidentally slice my throat when I shave
And my blood will drip out, and I will yell
And you will come back to me and help, 'cause I need you

A blizzard came and now my car is buried in snow
So I can't leave, but if I did, I don't know where I would go
And I be stalk y'all in the cool, frostbite
Underneath my skin sharpening my blade chop chop, amputate my limbs
I wanna find my home, I think I probably should
I'm by myself without a map, and I'm lost in the woods
And I'll be underneath the moon, frostbite, I can see my breath
Gonna lay up in the motherfucking ice and freeze to death

You tell me that I should just want to see you happy
If you ask me, that's why you you should stay with me exactly
Pieces of my heart, stuck in your teeth like Taffy
I don't have it in me to be classy
I'm not sorry, I'm sorry that I'm not sorry
I'm less than sorry, I'd like to welcome everyone to my depression party
I'm the only guest, I'm the only host too
I'm the only death, I'm the only ghost, boo
One foot in the grave, my self-esteem is shattered
I'm hoping I can once again be brave
I just wanna hibernate and suffer in a cave
Where I can think about the fucks, I wish you gave that you didn't
If you close your eyes, then you can see me better
It's dark and winter outside, I hate this freezing weather
Life is okay, but death, I think it's better
'Cause when you're dead, you get to sleep forever

A blizzard came and now my car is buried in snow
So I can't leave, but if I did, I don't know where I would go
And I be stalk y'all in the cool, frostbite
Underneath my skin sharpening my blade chop chop, amputate my limbs
I wanna find my home, I think I probably should
I'm by myself without a map, and I'm lost in the woods
And I'll be underneath the moon, frostbite, I can see my breath
Gonna lay up in the motherfucking ice and freeze to death