so then i tried.

(album: KILL YOURSELF - 2018)

You eat food cause you gotta or wanna
Honest question: Tell me, you want MRE's or Benihana?
It's a lesson in there somewhere, I'm too high to add a comma
Messing up my chest with recreational marijuana
Init, init
Funny how we think we got our backs, you the snake in you own heel
You ain't buying your own meal, you is fake and that's for real
I know I am my own Satan, that's a fact, I'm not debating
I am high as fuck, I'm faded, something else will take my place and say things for me
I ain't accountable my accolades are uncountable
Pain is surmountable, I doing shit with a pound-able
With your bitch and she's poundable, uh
I am a sinner, I could be a tutor
But not on the news (Oh boy!)
You should bury your secrets inside of your mental so bury them deep or put them in your dental
I'm biting the end of the barrel, I tried to kill myself too many times
So I run like I'm feral, straight from the bottom, the barrel
Going to hell like Damore, okay, kill 'em, able
I had it flood on my wrist, I had it flood on my wrist, make it drip, drip
Now we will never get watched, yeah, I don't want time, I want time 'til I rip, rip
All of you people should off yourself, I'd love to see you in awful health
I don't give fuck about your feelings, bro, they want to use all my talents and gifts
I ain't kneeling, though
Kill yourself, always freeloading, kill yourself, don't need decoded
Out of line, so I'm reloading
I don't need any of all, need a feature
You get a feature, you probably a teacher to me
If you hurt then you probably a reacher
And now somebody else turning to bleaches
I ain't that nerd, nah, fuck it whatever you heard, yeah
I can not run in a herd, I'm just running the pack, yeah
Sack Town, we do not back down, crack down
Fuck with us you get smacked 'round back, yo
On some real cool shit, took a eighth of 'shrooms, been a new dude since
Everybody calling me telling me I'm different
I kill myself, motherfucker, I lived it
Become a new person, you can not survive
If you is a bitch, then you run and hide
You'd be surprised, seeing with a new pair of eyes, this is just one of my lies
I am inside, I am inside of my mind but I may be blind
I only need one, I am the free one, I woke up wanting to be done

Look how tiny we are. That's what all the desperation is, why am I here? Why is everything so perfect, like, in the moment, like, oh, no anxiety, no nothing and then, man, you're back to life