blu

(album: Human - 2023)

I've been sitting in this goddamn Waffle House
For three whole hours
Drinking six jet black coffees
You said you were coming
Then you left so early
It felt like you played some sick joke on me
And I know
I know that I changed
It's probably weird to see me acting my age
Don't you think it's a little bit strange?
All this time and you're exactly the same

'Cause I've been watching ghosts walk through my walls
Answering my phone when no one calls
Why'd I let you go and take the best of me?
It's not how it's supposed to be
'Cause I've been hearing voices when no one's home
And I don't got a friend just got my phone
There's got to be a way to let you let me go
Whoa, oh, oh
(So you could never lie, and never say you'll never say goodbye again)
(Ever again)

'Cause I've been sitting on this goddamn porch for, like
Three whole hours could you please just say something?
I'm not angry, really
I just don't do so well
Under pressure and you're scaring the shit out of me
'Cause I know you think I'm insane
'Cause you could never live with such rage
You really think I want it that way?
No, I just never learned to deal with the pain

'Cause I've been watching ghosts walk through my walls
Answering my phone when no one calls
Why'd I let you go and take the best of me?
It's not how it's supposed to be
'Cause I've been hearing voices when no one's home
And I don't got a friend just got my phone
There's got to be a way to let you let me go
Whoa, oh, oh
(So you could never lie, and never say you'll never say goodbye)
(Again)

I know I'm no angel, no
I never claimed to be
If there's a god or karma
I hope they're too big to notice
Notice me