Ego

(album: Nonfiction - 2021)

Last night I laid awake inside my room
I re-watched all my favorite movies 'til my boredom resumed
I sent a message to this girl I met through a tweet
We ended up getting some coffee at this dump down the street

We started out with the menu
I was nervous, but I liked her 'til
She took a photo of her latté
This is why I don't get out more

I lock myself in my apartment I don't need that bitch
I turn my phone to airplane mode cuz I don't need that shit
I'll die alone masturbating in my home so
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego

I know a doctor who lives up in Beverly Hills
Ain't got much money but my insurance still covered the bill
I went to visit on a day when I felt blue
She gave me chocolates and I laid down on this couch in her room

She started out with a question,
"What's your love life like these days?"
Well, I don't really use my heart much
I use my hand more – in the worst way

I lock myself in my apartment I don't need that bitch
I turn my phone to airplane mode cuz I don't need that shit
I'll die alone masturbating in my home so
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego

To be honest I feel alone as shit
That's why I built this bridge to get over it

I lock myself in my apartment I don't need that bitch
I turn my phone to airplane mode cuz I don't need that shit
I'll die alone masturbating in my home so
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego

I lock myself in my apartment I don't need that bitch
I turn my phone to airplane mode cuz I don't need that shit
I'll die alone masturbating in my home so
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego
Get it up, get it up, oh-oh
Get it up, get it up, ego