What I Want

(album: zero_one - 2020)

Quarter to two and I haven't got out of bed
Phone keeps buzzing but I'm leaving my messages unread
Sick in the head
Another day is another dread
Feel half dead
My mind is cloudy, my limbs are lead
A lack of serotonin control
A scar that sits on the soul
I'm having fits
Like opposites are dividing the whole
Taking a toll
For me, that's just another day
And if you ask me how I'm doing, I will tell you that I'm okay

Feeling hazy
And I'm losing my control
And I can't get out this hole
And my world is getting cold
And I want you
But I think you might hate me
I tell myself I'm not going crazy
But I don't know what to do
And I don't think I'll get through
If I end up losing you
But I want to
Forgot I need your help
I'm not being myself at all

Another call
It's a crisis and it's all up to me
And not a thanks for staying through all the instability
With no apology
I can't unlock a mental block that has no key
I'm granting wishes that are taken for free
And for granted, you can't grow if no seed can be planted
Try to leave and deal with rants until my words are recanted
For me, I just gotta take it day by day
And if you ask me how I'm doing, I'll tell you that I'm, I'm okay

Feeling hazy
And I'm losing my control
And I can't get out this hole
And my world is getting cold
And I want you
But I think you might hate me
I tell myself I'm not going crazy
But I don't know what to do
And I don't think I'll get through
If I end up losing you
But I want to
Forgot I need your help
I'm not being myself at all

I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long
I wanna be a big part of a big corporation
I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long and all the night

I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long
I wanna be a big part of a big corporation
I wanna sing and make songs
I wanna dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night

I wanna be famous
And I want everyone to love me
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night

I wanna be famous
And I want everyone to love me
Dance all day long and all the night
Dance all day long and all the night