i hate myself

(album: conversations with myself about you - 2020)

I may hate myself, but baby I love you
You know you paint sad
My favorite shade of blue

I'm mostly made of issues
Created in my head
I wish that I could fix you
She said to me in bed
Grown used to people leaving
Try not to get attached
With you I get the feeling
My heart has met it's match

I may hate myself, but baby I love you
You know you paint sad
My favorite shade of blue
You give a melancholy high
To the problems in my life
I may hate myself, but baby I love you
At least I want to

I might be a sad boy
But I've always got your back
You can use me like a new toy
For the feelings that you lack
If we grow old, less beautiful
Maybe a little fat
I'd still be your sad boy
Would you be okay with that?

I may hate myself, but baby I love you
You know you paint sad
My favorite shade of blue
You give a melancholy high
To the problems in my life
I may hate myself, but baby I love you
At least I want to

I hate myself
You hate me too
I think that I was made for you

I hate myself
You hate me too
I think that I was made for you

I may hate myself, but baby I love you
You know you paint sad
My favorite shade of blue
You give a melancholy high
To the problems in my life
I may hate myself, but baby I love you
At least I want to